I am smiling but inside my heart dies

no one knows my feeling right now ... or even family, friends or boyfriend ..... I feel like me no longer needed in their lives ... every day I would feel what I was doing all right no .. . I was just kind of salary, like that adopted children are not important ............

I have a friend but stabbed in the back likes it likes it .. selfish .. but if THEY have a problem .. I just remembered my weary of all this ...

There's no kind of life but .... when I need him, he is not for me .. when I'm sad he is not for me, but if he should be right, I'm always there for her ... I was tired for one likes it This ...

I just want it the perfect love ....

pain when crying
tired to crying
.... I am smiling but inside my heart dies

kk aku datang....

hari ni sy nak pie kk....nk jumpa kwn2 yg lama terpisah....rindu sangat le......klu pie kk tenang sikit otak x ada nk d fikir kan....xada nk sakit hati lagi...nak tenang otak yg tgh serabut...

aduhi hidup yg sedih

sakit mata ni untuk nangis...sakit hati ni utk aku tahan....ya allah kau tunjukkan aku jln yg btl

kesedian tdk terhenti

aduhai mata sedih untuk aku ungkapkan kesedian yg sakit utk aku kata kan...seperti kau tdk d perlukan d rumah lagi...ya allah ampun kan dosa ku ini...kau tunjukkan aku jln...

menyesal dh x berguna.......

semalam sy nangis sbb gaduh dgn dia......2 semau salah sy.....sy x dgr ckp dia...sy tipu dia...klulah sy xtipu dia kan bgs tdk juga kami gaduh...sampi sy nangis2....rasa mcm nk nangis je....klu lah kmai putus...mungkin minggu dpn sy xada d keningau...sy mau jadi org kk udah...mau cari pengelaman kata kna....ble sy mula kan hidup baru,,tapi dlm hati sy dia je sy syg.......sampi bila2.....x ada yg sama dgn dia...cuma dia yg stu

air mata yg tdk terhenti

dlm sebulan aku mesti mengalirkan air mata yg tdk patut aku bazirkan......kenapa aku mesti terima semua ni...bukan kehendakku berbuat seperti ni kepada diri mu....