I am smiling but inside my heart dies

no one knows my feeling right now ... or even family, friends or boyfriend ..... I feel like me no longer needed in their lives ... every day I would feel what I was doing all right no .. . I was just kind of salary, like that adopted children are not important ............

I have a friend but stabbed in the back likes it likes it .. selfish .. but if THEY have a problem .. I just remembered my weary of all this ...

There's no kind of life but .... when I need him, he is not for me .. when I'm sad he is not for me, but if he should be right, I'm always there for her ... I was tired for one likes it This ...

I just want it the perfect love ....

pain when crying
tired to crying
.... I am smiling but inside my heart dies